please stop harping on the past..i hate people doing it..especially when its all about regret and unhappiness..i just wanna take things one step at a time...
now i am starting to hate staying at home..got free time to play also cannot play..what the fuck man..what else can i do at home? read books that i have already read at least 4-5 times already? no way i am going to stay at home during book out days anymore..stay in seems way lot better than booking out...