why is there no end to all the bad stuff that is happening?? how the fuck would i know that the total size of the website is so huge? i seriously checked the charges online before surfing..anyway, too bad for me..now that i can't even surf i still get punished..oh well..WHAT THE FUCK..LIFE SERIOUSLY SUCKS..i don't even think i wanna celebrate my birthday at all..not even dinner with the family..no point..its just a mark of 21 years of shit that life throws at me..somehow home seems to be a place of hurt and pain more than love now...
family gathering today AGAIN..seriously crazy family..gather every 2 weeks not including the weekends..don't feel like going at all now..don't feel like doing anything at all..wanna just book in now and sleep in camp till sunday when i need to do duty...