i have no idea why i'm getting so emo about it..but i dunno why i am so afraid of changes..maybe its the uncertainties that come with it? i dunno man..i need a very long time to accept changes..
i also feel kinda upset that i am the last to ORD among my camp mates.. have no idea why too..i have only myself to blame for not working hard enough in poly..regrets again..somehow the jokes kinda got to me no matter how much i try to ignore it..man..it just sucks real bad...
well, this goes to show that happiness in my life is short-lived..rejuvenated from korea trip, downhill once i go to work..had some fun for countdown, then down all the way..somehow life's just fucked up...
FUCK ALL THE SHITTY STUFF MAN...