forgot an event which took place yesterday..mom and pops were complaining about how horrible i was as a baby..sleeping in the day and disturbing them at night (the night owl character showing already XD)..and being too sensitive when it comes to birthdays and funerals..i will keep my parents up the whole night after any of those events..and i cried till my whole family woke up..grandpa, grandma, great grandma, uncle and aunt..and they went to work with panda eyes and floating like a zombie..haha..and my mum slimmed down very quickly too..haha..omg..i feel so weird when i hear these stories..its like i feel so paiseh but i can't say sorry..the power of parental love man...
chat with chao and actually i had these problems all this while..i have low confidence and i am too pessimistic..alright man..i will work on it and improve!!