what's wrong with going on a day trip when i have lived alone overseas for 5 months? so now i can't choose my own friends is it? so what if i got a friend that keeps asking me to go out? its the holidays now, so am i supposed to be locked up at home? am i supposed to be an introvert? will i do well in studies if i am an introvert? i really feel damn freaking sad man..i will always literally be a kid in my parents' eyes..most probably when i have my own family i will still be treated like a kid..what am i supposed to do to show that i am no longer a kid? i know i'm still young and got no experience but it really sucks to be treated this way..i am not angry or pissed..i am just sad...
humans are weird..when u live alone, u miss having all the company but when u actually get the company, u start to miss the silence...whether or not i am allowed to, i'm still going..enough said..
even if i carry a girly bag, i'm totally straight..let me put this point out to everyone..I AM FUCKING STRAIGHT (vulgarities to strengthen my point, so pops cannot scold me for using vulgarities)..what can i freaking do to make everyone including my parents believe that i am straight?