looks like i have to stay back for awhile to complete my application for Masters in Biomed Sci (Part 1).
i'm still very upset coz i didn't get into honors. like i always say, the higher u aim, the harder u fall when you fail. i probably need a good slap or kick to make me come to terms with my failure and move on. this is probably the failure that i will remember for the rest of my life. it plainly shows that both hard work and talent are required to be successful of which i lack the talent (thus talentless_ed as my twitter id) and probably lacking a little in the hard work too even though i worked a lot harder than in the past. so how much hard work would be considered enough to be successful? maybe i should take a break from studying and start working before i attempt any further studies. its not gonna help when my morale and determination have hit rock bottom. i really wish that i could find something to do that would distract me instead of worrying about the Masters application which keeps reminding me of my failure.
Song that represents my mood now
Linkin Park-In The End
reason: i tried so hard and got so far, in the end it doesn't even matter. enough said.
please don't allow me to get drunk this year. i am afraid it would be a lot worse than what happened last year.